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This year i decided to have a simple new year eve celebration. I spent hours at B's loft coloring and making magnet buttons for fun. I felt like being a a lillte boy again except the fact i did not have color pencils and makers as a child. Back then I was playing with color chalk . D sat at the the couch playing with B's children toys. I was smoking with CB on the fire escape. Me And CB were staring at the dark sky. We exhanged few words and kept blowing the blue smoke into the air. We all missed the "The Ball Drop" by 3 min late. The TV was not on. Bjork songs echoed wall to wall in this huge loft. There were 7 of us. Some of us drank champane. Some drank "faked" champane ( no alcohol) and some drank both. D was standing on the foot massage thing which turns around and arounf as he moving his hip like a Hula dance. He said it made his feet felt good and asked me to try it. So i did and almost fell off. I was in a mood for munchy. I walked into the kitchen and i got a strawbery flavored yogur stick from the fitz. The rest were looking at the old photos from college which CB brought over. They were laughting at the good old days ...in the new year day. I and D walked home together. It was 3 am.
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will you ever understand how utterly sad i feel when i read this...like i can't breathe, like i am in danger of being crushed?
And I hate that I feel this way, and I hate that I have to tell you that I feel this way. But my heart is like a glass vessel: deep, able to hold a lot, but easily shattered.
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