Two sides of the coin

Last night i was on gaydar for a while. Message after message. Promise folow promise. temptation lead to another temptation. It is all about hope, presumption or just game play . I turned to Blogger. Read and then read some more. Write and then re-write. I felt so wrapped up. Boredom. I decided to teach my dog some new tricks. She was like " i am not in the mood" . Then D called with bad new that his supertinder was dead. Mr. FM rested in peace. I visited him in hospital while he was still on ventilator and sedated. I spoke to his daughter who stood next to bedside with hand locked to hand. She was so sweet and positive about her dad recovery....i woke up early al thou i went to bed late. Feeling so energized and just want to play with those signs i photographed during my trip to dead valley. I made jokes out of them ; seem silly but hey i play. J called that he could not make it to the dinner tonite ' cuz something came up. I grined at the phone as i put it down. well, I am not the only one want to play. I am not pissed but i want to pee. That's all.