the dog chasing its tail

T started calling and writing email back again to me. We had not talked or written any thing for over a year. He said he is sorry for what i did. His words now have softer tone to it than it used to be . But i felt more uncomfortatble with it than i was before. May be he meant it this time and I wish he does not. And when he did not but i wished it was. Life is a beautiful mess. Now i am sorry.