Saturday, April 30, 2005
Tony's story
I am wandering around the city with my tongue sticking out my face as far as it can be.
(to be continued)
(to be continued)
imagination
( enetering the stage from right wing)
i am walking naked and my hand holding a mask
i pam putting a mask and sitting down on a stool
i am staring the the crowd for 59 seconds
i am getting up and taking off the mask
i am stepping on the mask on way out off the stage to left wing
( quiet)
i am walking naked and my hand holding a mask
i pam putting a mask and sitting down on a stool
i am staring the the crowd for 59 seconds
i am getting up and taking off the mask
i am stepping on the mask on way out off the stage to left wing
( quiet)
Friday, April 29, 2005
Lisa Bonet (voice)
Nothing lasts forever
No one lives forever
Keep that in mind
And love
Our liveS are not the same old burden
Our pathS are not the same long journey
Keep that in mind
And love...
No one lives forever
Keep that in mind
And love
Our liveS are not the same old burden
Our pathS are not the same long journey
Keep that in mind
And love...
Thursday, April 28, 2005
the way it feels
an old man was seen and discharge for ed. he was trying to put his clothes back on. i looked at his tremor hand which struggle to button his shirt. I lkked in his eyes for signal " help". He avoid my eyes. I think he was so autonomous that he would let me help. i just bend out took off my glove and put his shoes on. he was stunt. i did not knw why? maybe i cross the boundery or maybe he think i wouldn't get my hand dirty by tie shoes for an old man whose personal hygien suddent became difficuty tasks. As i done with the shoes, i stood up infront of him and embrace his shoulder as he was my grandpa. his voice was tremble, his corner of his eyed sparlking from tears. he said a hug like that mean a lot for him. He had not been hugged for quite long now he forgot how it feels. i am feeling seft-pity all at suddent. i don't know when is the last time i was squeeze between an tlc arm . one forgotton ane longing for. A hug any one.
loft
The last place i looked in yesterday was 1200 sf loft located at far east william Burg . it is such a roomy and bright place to live. But after i thought carefully about it i decided saty where i am now. I will be rent poor if i take it. i Still love traveling. I was living in delusion for a day thinking what iam going to do with the loft. I was a fool. Thanks Jon for your inputs. The plus and minus list which u sent me is so helpful.
Sunday, April 24, 2005
untitle
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Conversation At Star Light
God
Self-Consious and Unconsious
Motion/ universe
Child
Angel vs devil
Immortal
white gold powder and puritfication
Self-Consious and Unconsious
Motion/ universe
Child
Angel vs devil
Immortal
white gold powder and puritfication
Yaffa cafe
I had dinner with T after work at Yaffa last night . I sat by the door where i could stare at the painting of Elvis, Morrison and Liz Taylor. There was a status which i did not know what it was. It looked like Jacko. I had Vetable soup and a spinach salad with vinegeret dressing. It Was delicious. May be i was hungry. I And T start talking about our waitor. He is so young. I guess he is baout 21 yo. He Brought a wrong crepe to our table. He served us soup without spoons. He put ton of sugar in my Ice tea and not even stir it up. But we still like him. There was something naive and vibe about him that make people forgive. On the way out the cafe, i glanced at him. He was taking break and eating pancake. I said to him" have a good one".
Thursday, April 21, 2005
99c
Rapture by blondie. i am going to itunes music store to down load it. Thing that i like to have for today costed me not even a buck. Let enjoy it.
Dietry supplement
Megamen
Green tea extract
Echinacea extract
Colostrum
I pop them down my throat. Hoping that they do some good or i just poop them out for nothing. We have pills for every thing. Then everything is everything pill do. Humm.
Green tea extract
Echinacea extract
Colostrum
I pop them down my throat. Hoping that they do some good or i just poop them out for nothing. We have pills for every thing. Then everything is everything pill do. Humm.
Wednesday, April 20, 2005
Erasure
i went to see Erasure concert at Iriving plaza tonite. I stood at same spot as last concert ( Zero 7). They was great. Amazing famboyance constumes. I like the one he wore sparkle yellow boot and underwear with two purple feather fans. At one time i got pulled out by a groupof lesbo who i did not know to dance. i was shy trying to make some moves. The girls were drunk screamig and singing along. After 5 min, I excuted myself and got back to my spot. I did know why i had kind of mixed feeling to hear those great old songs like Sometime, Drama, Oh! lamour...At the end i picked up one lillte golden sparkle star and save it in my walllet for souvernir, the good fun 80's ...
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
Sunday, April 17, 2005
run run pussy cat
Black cat crossing my path, the lady on the moon is singing to the earth...(cibo mato)
i am not a ghost but (shell)
I saw 5 years ago. It was a nice to see the my shadow casted over her agian. She still talks the same.
Saturday, April 16, 2005
me and a butterfly
Once iwas dreamed that i was a butterflyand was happy as a butterfly. I was consious that i was quite pleased with myself but i did not know that i wasme. Suddently i awoke and there i was visibly me do not know whether it was me dreaming that i was a butterfly or the buttwerfly dreaming that it was me. Between me and the butterfly there must be some distinction. This is called the transformationof thing - Chuang tzu-
Home
Oh home sweet home. The things i saw; felt; understood are things made me loving home even more. Yes there are lives out there, close or far but the life here at home is the one i live. I could not ask more than that.